:(

Very very bored now. Christmas was great as a distraction but as the return to normality for all approaches next week I find myself dreading potentially weeks and weeks of dullness ahead. Feel quite poorly today, actually, and the surgery scar is really sore.

I'm probably just feeling a bit sorry for myself, but I took stock of myself earlier and I don't like what I'm seeing - my face has got all podgy and soft round the chin, presumably a combination of the weight I've put on (still 3.5kg more than before the operation :-( ), and the "moonface" side effects of the drugs that I'd been warned about so much (something about the drugs changing the way you store lipids in the body). I've got a huge pot belly on one side from the surgery, and I've yet to try any of my pre-op jeans or trousers to see if they'll still even fit! How ironic - I was looking in better shape body-wise than I had in years and it's all gone to pot so quickly. :(

Still haven't seen any cyclosporin results either, the damn testing lab hasn't put them up online. If I don't have any updates tomorrow at the doctor's clinic I'll be most unimpressed.