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Very very sad this morning. Fed up with drug side effects, particularly the acne (which I've never had before in my life), weight gain and the excess hair in odd places - it's kinda like going through puberty or something! Feeling rather hopeless and aimless; not able to see any obvious improvement or end in sight to this slog of poor quality existence. Really don't feel like myself at all. 

Hopefully doing some stuff to improve my mood over the next couple of weeks, including starting some tai chi and pilates classes, and treating myself to a Spa day this Wednesday with a friend for some good old fashioned girlie pampering. Also bought myself an exercise DVD *lol* with the intention of getting sweaty at home in front of the TV rather than embarrassing myself by being completely pathetic at a gym. Managed 20 mins on Thursday which is better than I expected. Will have another go tomorrow.